The hardest thing about parenthood, I think, is never having a chance to relax. Remember when you'd have days where you couldn't be bothered to do anything at all and so you wouldn't?! Well, with kids that doesn't happen. Day after you get back from holiday, morning after an evening out, after a long day of work or a busy day out there's no respite. There's no being too tired to make dinner and just having cereal or spending the day in bed when you're poorly. You're even on call through the night. You have to carry on. No. Matter. What. And that, my child free friends is why us parents always look so exhausted! Cos it is bloody knackering!
Throwback to last year at gorgeous St Ives. The colour of the water there is just incredible, a trip there is definitely needed soon if only the weather wasn't so horrific. This time last year we'd had soooo many beach days by now! I haven't really been posting much on here lately, mainly because the last week has felt like one long slog! I don't know if I really fit in the Insta world anymore, I have a fairly small following and I don't feel like an influencer or anything like that. But I also do enjoy sharing and chatting to people on here, I really enjoy writing well-thought out posts and talking about tough issues and opening up about personal struggles as I know it helps people. However, I had a situation recently where I applied for a job that I would have loved which involved social media work. They asked to see my social media for an example of my writing style and then they responded by telling me they didn't think I would cope with this job and the twins. Part of me felt like they were just trying to let me down easily for a job I wasn't particularly suited to but the other part made me feel pretty crap about sharing online. So I'm not too sure where I will go from here, I guess we will just have to wait and see!
